无奈

无奈 is the word to expressed my feeling now... sometimes when you are in this situation... you really don't know what else you can do coz you don't have a choice... No to be precise you can't make your own choice... that's the worst thing in life... when you cannot decide what you can choose and you have to ask permission of others when you know this kind of things is best leave it to the hero and heroin of the Day...
people keep telling me this... life is not perfect... you can't satisfied everyone... in this case...the only person that is not satisfied is myself... not others...
sometimes i'm wondering...does this Day belongs to myself & my loved one...or it belongs to others? i often telling myself...this is my Day... and i want to follow my way... but in real life is not true... you have to satisfied everyone else...in the end your own self is not happy... is this the right way or don't care what they think just follow what my heart says?? i'm confused... in dilemma... i guess in this society there are a lot of boundaries...a lot of social responsibilities that makes you "must do something and or must not do something"... i know i can insist on what i want...i just need to face other people's saying "do know how to respect elderly or parents"... or "ng sek zhou yan"... i don't mind people to say this if that makes me happy and i get what i want... but i don't want these things to go to my parents especially my mom...she will be upset and think that she didn't bring me up well...

Poor Blackie

There was an accident yesterday in front of bebe's house and i took a peep on what happened... found out that these 2 under aged Malay girls motorcycle bang on a tree up on a divider... i don't know what happened before that but what i heard was one of the girl screaming... and then the other motorcyclist (older female) went to help them to pull back out the motorcycle...they were there talking for quite long seems like looking and waiting for something... not long after they left...another 2 motorcycles came (4 Malay guys) were scouting and looking for something too...so happened my neighbor was outside cleaning his car...they went to asked him for information...
i was guessing what caused the accident... and i guess it was blackie (our compound half stray guard dog) barked and chased the girls and they got scared and lost control...
My guess was right... i went downstairs and heard from bebe's mother saying those people were looking for blackie if they found her...they will beat her to death... i thought they might gave up when after a while searching for her...
Today when we came back after work... bebe's mother said the Malay guys came back and caught blackie into their car... i don't know what will happen to her... alot of imaginations went through my mind... i can't stop myself from thinking how they will torture and beaten her to death... i didn't know just a small matter like this will took blackie away forever!! i never ever thought blackie will end up this way...
Our poor blackie... she is such a good dog...she is a stray dog but she helps to guard the compound...keeping all strangers away... she is just doing her duty...and she is so pleasant... she is so lovable that when DBKL dog pound wanted to take her away all the people here defended her... when she gave birth to puppies everyone sayangs her and feed her food and water... when its raining we brought her umbrellas so that she and her pups won't get wet...now that all her puppies got adopted...we felt good for her at least they don't need to be stray dogs...one of the neighbor here applied the dog license for her... Just about a week ago she finally got a collar... a license tag and i was telling bebe about blackie became so pretty now... look so smart with the collar & tag... and now she is gone forever... not knowing how they will kill her... i can't think forward... i feel that my heart has been stabbed by a big sharp knife...i just feel so sad for her... we will not see her pleasant face running around the compound anymore...
These people are just so uncivilized and so cruel...i hope they will receive their punishment one day...feel the pain of how they treated blackie and feel it 10 times more than her... they will not rest in peace...they will go to hell... blackie's soul and spirit will haunt them...each and everyone of them who involved in killing her and kill themselves when they ride on motorcycles... i'll help blackie to curse them... they r just a bunched of young kampung guys and girls without driving license...I'll be laughing out loud if i see their pictures on newspaper saying they died in trauma accidents and i won't be surprise one day they will...

I hope blackie can rest in peace... she has done a great job as a dog... she has good karma...hopefully she can receive a better next life...

Happy New Year 2008!

I've not been blogging since October 21, 2007. Jeez, that's very long ago. The post was about our wedding bands and its not the same design at all but who cares whether it is same design or not. Hehe...
We went to Loh Tit Pat last saturday to choose our wedding date and we have finally set the date...
I thought of sharing the date at this point in time but i'm afraid i cant get the venue we wanted so i shall just keep it a secret first...
I'm getting excited about the Big Day and at the same time i'm nervous too...
So many things to do... so much $$ involved...
Come to think of it...is aint that fun getting married...

Lord of the Rings

One ring rule that rule them all... but i have 2 here...how?

My Supper

Due to the unsatisfying dinner i'm now eating my supper...
May i present u - Vegetarian instant noodle plus 5 Hokkaido scallop (photo shown 4 coz i ate one already!)
Yummilicious though the color looks very plain...

New item

While waiting for bebe to collect his brand new Marc Jacobs specs i wanted to do my eye brow threading but it was too crowded so i gave up and walked away and found this place... Solemate- located at first floor next to Optic Paris, Bangsar... the good thing about this shop is i can even custom make my shoes there...they can also make wedding gowns and accessories for you!! My new item -white leather pump with gold buckle...

After bebe collected his specs we headed to One U for shopping... once again bebe left me alone to walk around while he went for his hair cut... i bought a white shirt to match my new shoe...hehheehhe...not really just to match my shoes... i got Raoul's voucher from Raoul Party so decided to buy myself a new shirt as the white shirts i'm having now is turning yellow... my mom gave up on bleaching it as it makes the shirt thinner...bla bla bla... just buy only lah...
On top of being a naughty girl...i did buy toilet floor mat for mom as promised!!
After long hours of shopping at One U we went to The Curve for dinner with Edwin, Shirley, William & Adelina at this Shilla, Korean Buffet Restaurant... price at RM46 per pax... its really expensive and not worth it at all...
1. food suppose to be served hot not hot at all e.g. deep fried soft shell crab and you can feel its still freeze in the middle
2. food suppose to be served cold not cold enough e.g. sashimi that's not cold and abit warm is gross
3. taste wise not really good
4. ventilation very bad
5. variety is alright but but but... added the above 4 points is not that great anymore...
6. after tax per pax is RM52.90 - EXPENSIVE!!

New Room Layout

Feng Shui master said bebe's room furniture arrangement is not good...
yesterday we had a major shift over...
and guess what?
i'm not used to the new layout... i couldn't really sleep due to the different angle...
fi fi is so cute...he couldn't get used to it neither and didn't sleep on his own bed...
somethings need to be changed also so i changed my blog layout...hehehe... it looks more like a blog now...
and hopefully with the new room layout it does bring us good luck!!