My Love's New Toy!!

Last Saturday bebe said must get up early today coz he is bringing me to Starhill for Ferragamo moving out sale... but i still took a good 15mins checking this makeup artist online and comparing with the one that i'm almost 98% confirming him as my actual day makeup artist... hehehe... so after shower and dressed up it was already 11 plus and we headed to town straight... when we reached Starhill our stummy grumbled like as though they were having drum competition in it... i've always wanted to try this Luk Yu Teahouse for their dim sums so we splurged on our breakfast... deep down in my heart i know i'm not gonna be able to get my Ferragamo ballerinas already... they are classics...how can they go on sale? And my gut feel was true enough...when we went to Ferragamo it has nothing much left and what i wanted wasn't there...Bebe said poor me coz he didnt get to buy me something...instead of Ferragamo Ballerinas he said he'll buy me iPhone if we can find it... so we left Starhill not long and went to Digital Mall to check out for iPhone... teehee... but none of the shops are selling the grey import version and we gave up and Be consoled me and said let's wait for maybe another month or so the phones will come into Msia...hopefully!! So after such long story about me... cut short to my Bebe... he checked out PS3 in Digital Mall and got a good buy... due to this so high-tech PS3...we bought a new LCD TV becoz the old TV in our room basically can't really support the high resolutions i.e. picture quality... So may i present you his new toy!! Sigh... when a guy want to spend on his hobbies he'll go all out!!

Complications is beyond control

I received a sms on Wednesday afternoon... i got so shocked after reading it i don't know how to react to the sms about 5minutes... the sms says "Due to some complications Owen has left peacefully yesterday"... Owen was the name my friend wanted to name her baby...Owen was expected to come to this world next month and be the happiest baby in the world coz alot of people is going to sayang him alot...everyone is guessing who will he look like...the father with small cute eyes or the mother with big beautiful eyes? Everyone were so looking forward to it but this news was really uncalled for... i never expect this will happen to her...no one has expected this... my eyes was almost tearing when i read the sms again and again to make sure i read it correctly... if not the fact i was in office i guess i've cried...
But my dear friend was very brave and strong...she and her husband made the decision... and they accepted the fact... i guess this is the hardest decision to make on earth but short term pain is better than long term... better to leave peacefully then suffer... like pipes all over the body... and not sure how long they have to suffer in their life... I think Owen is blessed that he does not need to suffer much...
Hopefully my dear friend is able to recover both mentally & physically and prepare for a new beginning...
I also hope Owen will really RIP in heaven...

To apply or not?

Uncle Chris asked me to apply for this job in HK...should i? I'm getting married end of the year and potentially CS will be moving to his new job in Aug if everything goes well... what if i get the job? But actually i dont think i'll get because i really have no basis to apply for it...no experience at all how to apply for this band 5 job... some more its in HK?
Dilemma...dilemma...We have been thinking of relocating but where is the best place to work with the market condition like now? What can we do there...as in both of us? What's the opportunity? When is the time we can leave things behind and move to somewhere?
We are so attached to the things here...
1. Family
2. Fifi/lexus
3. Friends (why friends is number 3 behind our dogs? Are they not precious enough? Actually not but they can be connected online...they can visit us... we can come back...we can chat over the phone but our 2 doggies can't do all the above... that's why!!)
Sigh... sigh...sigh...

无奈

无奈 is the word to expressed my feeling now... sometimes when you are in this situation... you really don't know what else you can do coz you don't have a choice... No to be precise you can't make your own choice... that's the worst thing in life... when you cannot decide what you can choose and you have to ask permission of others when you know this kind of things is best leave it to the hero and heroin of the Day...
people keep telling me this... life is not perfect... you can't satisfied everyone... in this case...the only person that is not satisfied is myself... not others...
sometimes i'm wondering...does this Day belongs to myself & my loved one...or it belongs to others? i often telling myself...this is my Day... and i want to follow my way... but in real life is not true... you have to satisfied everyone else...in the end your own self is not happy... is this the right way or don't care what they think just follow what my heart says?? i'm confused... in dilemma... i guess in this society there are a lot of boundaries...a lot of social responsibilities that makes you "must do something and or must not do something"... i know i can insist on what i want...i just need to face other people's saying "do know how to respect elderly or parents"... or "ng sek zhou yan"... i don't mind people to say this if that makes me happy and i get what i want... but i don't want these things to go to my parents especially my mom...she will be upset and think that she didn't bring me up well...

Poor Blackie

There was an accident yesterday in front of bebe's house and i took a peep on what happened... found out that these 2 under aged Malay girls motorcycle bang on a tree up on a divider... i don't know what happened before that but what i heard was one of the girl screaming... and then the other motorcyclist (older female) went to help them to pull back out the motorcycle...they were there talking for quite long seems like looking and waiting for something... not long after they left...another 2 motorcycles came (4 Malay guys) were scouting and looking for something too...so happened my neighbor was outside cleaning his car...they went to asked him for information...
i was guessing what caused the accident... and i guess it was blackie (our compound half stray guard dog) barked and chased the girls and they got scared and lost control...
My guess was right... i went downstairs and heard from bebe's mother saying those people were looking for blackie if they found her...they will beat her to death... i thought they might gave up when after a while searching for her...
Today when we came back after work... bebe's mother said the Malay guys came back and caught blackie into their car... i don't know what will happen to her... alot of imaginations went through my mind... i can't stop myself from thinking how they will torture and beaten her to death... i didn't know just a small matter like this will took blackie away forever!! i never ever thought blackie will end up this way...
Our poor blackie... she is such a good dog...she is a stray dog but she helps to guard the compound...keeping all strangers away... she is just doing her duty...and she is so pleasant... she is so lovable that when DBKL dog pound wanted to take her away all the people here defended her... when she gave birth to puppies everyone sayangs her and feed her food and water... when its raining we brought her umbrellas so that she and her pups won't get wet...now that all her puppies got adopted...we felt good for her at least they don't need to be stray dogs...one of the neighbor here applied the dog license for her... Just about a week ago she finally got a collar... a license tag and i was telling bebe about blackie became so pretty now... look so smart with the collar & tag... and now she is gone forever... not knowing how they will kill her... i can't think forward... i feel that my heart has been stabbed by a big sharp knife...i just feel so sad for her... we will not see her pleasant face running around the compound anymore...
These people are just so uncivilized and so cruel...i hope they will receive their punishment one day...feel the pain of how they treated blackie and feel it 10 times more than her... they will not rest in peace...they will go to hell... blackie's soul and spirit will haunt them...each and everyone of them who involved in killing her and kill themselves when they ride on motorcycles... i'll help blackie to curse them... they r just a bunched of young kampung guys and girls without driving license...I'll be laughing out loud if i see their pictures on newspaper saying they died in trauma accidents and i won't be surprise one day they will...

I hope blackie can rest in peace... she has done a great job as a dog... she has good karma...hopefully she can receive a better next life...

Happy New Year 2008!

I've not been blogging since October 21, 2007. Jeez, that's very long ago. The post was about our wedding bands and its not the same design at all but who cares whether it is same design or not. Hehe...
We went to Loh Tit Pat last saturday to choose our wedding date and we have finally set the date...
I thought of sharing the date at this point in time but i'm afraid i cant get the venue we wanted so i shall just keep it a secret first...
I'm getting excited about the Big Day and at the same time i'm nervous too...
So many things to do... so much $$ involved...
Come to think of it...is aint that fun getting married...